why on earth am i blogging at this hour?
haha...here it goes. and somewhat related to what i have done about 4 yrs ago...how time flies, yea?
i confessed.
was it on a positive note?
well, you can say yes or no depending on your perspective!
i have been bottling my thoughts and feelings for the past few months until i was nudged by a friend who accompanied me thru these months. lol. i was damn damn anxious when i hit the 'send' button.
the reply came and it was....how should i put it? trying to act blur or to lessen rejection?
of course, i hope my reply was well-thought out!
then i went on further to be blatant and wanted to be more than friends....
awww....when i replied that, i was thinking hard - am i doing it right? i do not want to sound desperate and give him any pressure.
lol...his reply came. conc on work, not ready for commitment.
seriously, when i see his reply, i was not very very sad as i have expected. all this while i have been thinking too much on my own accord. hence bringing about distraction in my life.
i wished him all the best and success, citing that i fully understand his situation (indeed, guys should chiong for their career and he barely have time to complete his work cos he's working real hard.imagine 24 hrs a day is not enough!!). so i ended off, "well, still friends ya?!"
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