For the past few weeks, i've beeeeen catching up with work. Yes, staying back in school till 9+, what's the problem with that? Time management, i can spend the whole evening just doing one economics essay, no time for other work. The worst thing is economics always formed the bulk and priority of my homework and time.
Problems..problems...problems...i'm losing focus and friends said that i'm paying attention to the wrong things.Probably.It's too difficult to describe it here. i just have to blame it on my playfulness and the wrong feeling i have on someone...
It only meant to be just a tweeny mini crush on someone but people just knew it and tease about it. Ok, it was not bad but losing control soon. i'm presenting too many sides in front of someone and i feel so mixed up.
What exactly do i want?
Am i attracting attention and i felt that my actions were quite explicit though i displayed my 'quiet by nature' poise at time. I even called myself 'J Lo'...only some people understands the meaning behind it!
I'm giving myself time to get back my focus and i have to otherwise i'll be letting many people sown especially to myself...because at the end of the day i have to take responsibility for my own actions!
whatever you want here