seriously speaking, the work for this week is more on solving and packing the defective parts of the product, clearing back logged emails..so many that i have to do house keeping for my email cos there are 5500+++ inbox and 3900+++ sent items..no wonder my com lagged...
very busy and stressed that my menses, i guessed have delayed. in the past it came on the 8th but today is the 16th, still no news but my face has started to breakout like mad! what the..very vexed about the condition of my face..argh..
i feel that i do not have much topic to talk about to my JC friends cos they are in the mainstream local uni while i am working and studying. even if i am working, not much topic, except all work and occassional gossips, but not much actually. it's problem solving most of the time and the coordination with the engineer who have seriously helped me a lot for he is the quality assurance manager but sometimes i cannot stand him...whenever i do work with him, it;s like 1/2 day is gone but i have learnt something new each day/alternate day/week.
i still think that i did not make an effort to keep in contact with my friend. i do not know if tire is an excuse or what but taking a hard look at my life,i am like neither here nor there...
i am still bothered that i m in a private uni and i am afraid that i took a wrong path. although i have work experience but it is not an expertise skill, it's more like exposure.. i am thinking of taking either logistics management, engineering, biomedical, sports science, communications or media/marketing once i finish my degree or maybe go on to masters? such general skill is to manage people and a broader perspective but one need at least an expertise skill though i am partially expose to design material process, product process, but..still not enough..my general knowledge is still not good.
where should i start?mm...tough..maybe i should take this opportunity to talk to my marketing once in a while on how they do open talk, take photo shoot for mag and brochures, how they handle user manual, how the designers do the layering and the putting up of ad in papers and mag, check their rates...then to the retail operations on how the land lord is like, securing venues for roadshows and new rental spaces. how to deal with their management, submitting proposal..wow.. a lot.. but i started to feel sianx and i do not know what i wanna do in future although i somehow enjoy the scope i am doing but at times can be real frustrating and busy..cos only 1 person in the department..ahahhaha
now, i do not why i am losing the feeling of crush over him..i think it has been 2 years..long, this is how i felt. better to be friends than 'more than that'. just plain platonic since i do not have much topic to talk about with him. who knows that it may be my wishful thinking all along! but i do not blame myself cos it is only a process..yeah..i will one day, find him...although now i enjoy the ambiguous status/ (flirting) i should say.. :P
Good morning to all!
ok, i shall stop here..tired..orh orh
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