*low esteem*
*rejection*
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| PW...this stupid 'A' level requirement! It has caused me misery time and time again...why must it spoil my life?Maybe this is a test to see whether i can withstand the ugly sides of HUMANS...i have problems putting my ideas across to my group memebers..some are loud & candid in their opinions and i have no objections to that but the irony is that i m too SENSITIVE not to ignore it...their actions tell me lotsa of things about ME.MYSELF & I....i'm a person who do not follow instructions even when ppl pointed out...i sulked n complained to others abt the existing problems...i'm not a person to be mixed with cos i make life DIFFICULT for people...i'm a SUITABLE or rather the BEST candidate to be insulted, attacked and MOCKED by people using "BEAUTIFUL" words such as pig and BITCH...i have nth to say..all i can say that life suxs at this moment!
I thought every phase of my life i can meet wonderful people to enjoy the life that is given to us but...it proved otherwise...basically i HATE 04S28...i hate it to the core... it is not fantastic at all! Sorry guys...this is what i felt so at the moment...i don see any unity and ppl are into their own clinches at extreme ends.Im seriously biased in my thoughts here...however...i've met wonderful ppl in 04S28 like xiao jun,xihui,meizhu,ying hui,lydia,amenda!!!Thank you for your consolation and encouragment!! U guys r cool! Before i end,i would like to say that life is a puzzle...a puzzle that makes you lose patience and motivation if u cannot find the right piece to fit into the complete picture..i've to be constantlyon the look for that right pieces...wish me luck! |
| School's reopening soon but noone is looking forward to it! I dread it cos it reminds me of promo (if u don get promoted,u'll be out of netball), isn't tat scary? Gonna work hard! scored straight Ds for my math,physics and econs!Resolution: straight Bs for the 3A subjects (er..aim to get improvement award or bursary award!!) one sad thing :i cannot score in Chinese!AO chinese is sososo very very HARD! i even flunked the paper! :( Nopoint going thru the chengyu or suyu...those phrases n words in practice and tests looked like alien to me! No wonder, 5000 years of history.....
Oh well,this term break is totally sucky - lectures and tutorials but it's part n parcel of a student life in Spore,isn't it? Haiz..i found tat i hav put on lotsa weight as i can feel n see that my figure is totally out of shape (okay,it always has been like that!) hahaz...have to run 5km(if only i hav more deterimination!) Homework...i hav not finish tat! spent my time having a very good rest, doing hsework and i sux at cooking,kena scolded by my mum for not knowing how to cut up a meat...but how m i suppose to noe when HOME ECONOMICS is useless in sec sch? i don learn much n the teacher don't teach much EITHER?but it'salright..i feel that girls shld at least learnt some basic culinary n slicing/chopping etc skills! Got to stop here and complete my homework otherwise i'll feel guilty,remorseful n angry with myself for not treasuring time! |