TAKE A BREAK.
♥ Monday, June 20, 2005 ♥
"Yan Lei" de Gu Shi

Two tear drops were floating down the river.

One tear drop said to the other," I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a guy and lost him. Who are you?" "I'm the teardrop of the guy who regret letting a girl go.."

She-teardrop consoled, "there would come a time when we have to stop loving someone because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go..."

He-teardrop replied, "but then you'll know that you miss someone very much when everytime you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick 'Hello' from that person brings the broken pieces back.."

she teardrop said, "it's really painful to say goodbye to someone else that you don't want to let go; but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should be." She continued, "LOVE? it's kind of complicated, but i'll tell you this.. the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there.."

He-teardrop pondered and said, "you know, if i had the letters "HRT", i can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". but i'd rather choose "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART"without "U.."

She-teardrop smiled and replied, "Giving someone all your love is not an assurance that she will love you back. Don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in her heart, if it doesn't, be contented it grows in yours." He-teardrop continued, "she told me once, do not be too good, i will miss you. Don't be too caring; i might like you. Don't be too sweet; i might fall for you." She teardrop smiled and said, "A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes."

She teardrop continued, "if you love her please let her know because it hurts to love when you have to go. Take care of me; don't go away because if you love me, you will stay. I love you and do you know why? You got me when you first said 'Hi'"

He-teardrop said, "you are brave, she-teardrop, now i know it's always better to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge."

He-teardrop continued further, "Did you know that the expression "Nothing" is the sub- conscious mind's way of saying "I Love You"? that's what i do,i told her NOTHING and because of that i lost her even though i love her. I cry for the time that she was almost mine, i cry for the memories i've left behind, i cry for the pain, the lost, the old and the new. I cry for the times i thought i had her!"

She-teardrop consoled, "Relationships are like glass, sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together, or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together. You never lose in loving. You only lose in holding back."

He-teardrop cried, "Now i know, i have learnt. Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you, don't drive it away from you because if you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once next to you.."

These are quite profound and the actions are magnanmious...does it really happen this way? I have never had any experience on this..i'm always the one who admires others and never the other way round..LOL! But seriously speaking, i wonder if i'm able to do this if it happens to me.what was being described above seems logical to prevent oneself from feeling more hurt...the world is complicated!

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♥ Sunday, June 19, 2005 ♥
Yoz, time to update after a long long break! Yes, i'm lazy to update!

Today is special because seondary schoolmates get to gather as many as they could. Attendance : 27 Abentees: 10.

I enjoyed the journey to and fro though back of my mind was worried about the upcoming common test. I wondered how am i gonna finish revision! Did not really started! Oops!

Taking pics is one of the most enjoyable stuff and interacting with others about their current life. How time flies...soon, it will be 'A' level. For this major exam, i'm going to start a new me who'd gonna be serious in work and work very hard to make up for all the leisure hours i have thoroughly enjoyed this JUNE!

A new me, who's gonna forget about her crush? Is it possible? Sorry, he's not that mature adult in the college(that was the most foolish thing i have ever done! *REGRETS*). He's someone else.

I'm gonna concentrate on work next week - the last week of June Holidays! Even if my common test results aren't great( fail or borderline pass)..it's ALRIGHT...what's important is PreLim and 'A'level' ! I must have the confidence and perserverance...i must believe that i have what it takes and my character and attitude will and must PULL ME THROUGH the remaining 5 MONTHS!

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