it's a normal 2008 chinese new year and it seem the year of rat is not spelling well for those whose zodiac is rabbit - that's us born in 1987. maybe that is why i am feeling so lost and guilty more than the past! my classmate said that we are not focus in studies this yr! this reminds me of a dear auntie who sells crystals and fengshui stuff in chinatown b4 the taiwan trip. if i am not wrong she said i am more to the 'gold', 'fire', sumthing lik that la...best to work in the financial industry, sensitive to figures....lol...seems lik i have a good life ahead! hehehe....but she mentioned that i have troubles in my mind and that i do not even know why i am troubled over my problems. at that instant..that is so true. it has started all the way back in early 2006 which is the turning point of my life. i made a decision - for the better or the worse. as 2008 has arrived, all i can say is that there is a fair share of ups and downs. one thing is for sure though - i have created much happenings for myself which i have discovered what i want and fair share of family disapproval!
this yr's valentine is kinda special for me. i can't believe what i've done...lol.
i think i have started dating but faced with family disapproval. thus, the dating thing has stopped for some time..........
through this dating, i got to know a lil more about myself, what i want in a guy, the kind of relationship i want. i realli gotta thanks my love doctor(s) for advice and willing to listen to me. haha...anyway, my stories are always juicy :):):)
my love doctor told me that me being picky, considered about family's thoughts and know the kind of guy i want, my other half will be the first and the last partner!!! hahaha...she may be true. however, the guys i meet now are potential friends only though i have thoughts at that instant that we can be in a stage 2 relationship. BUT i think i will be wasting my time.
i thank my friends who believe in my for my willpower and know what i am doing as some think that it is not appropriate for me to do so. People, please do not think wayward, i did not engage in pre-martial sex. to me, i can't stand one night stand and i practise abstinence.
haha...sex is sacred.
guess i am getting some comments that i am old-fashioned, blah blah blah.
it's ok. this is my philosophy.
i shall stop here and post more updates days....er....it seem my blog is updated weeks or months later.
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