Hi....a sad mode?
I think i 'zi zuo zi shou'...i shouldn't have interpret the messages and chats into my own way...i think there's gap and he treats me as a normal friend only...ok...so i shall start afresh and stop interpreting stuff as i like...it's meaningless...
gonna start work now...yes...to finish my hwk and prepare for the current affairs presentation on mon!
Hi all! i know...it's been a long long time since i blog...my mood now is full of complicated and mixed feelings...
Just came back from bras bersah complex..bought some 2nd hand books to start revising! Yes,u read it...revise...but how on earth am i goin to start when all my concepts and assiagnment sucks?
This holiday is not workin out well...after the KL trg trip from 11 mar to 14 mar, it's all going downhill....my mood and enthusiasm for school work...
Tell me how to start?
i think i've been thinking and bothering too much abt something which is not impt now....i think i peaked too high (play too much la) and it's depression period now...cos sub-consciously i can sense that something is not going too well...academic work? family (my sisters' performance)?personal life(oh god...am i....too desperate)? how my frenz think of me?
But i think it's school work...and one misunderstanding due to my chinese nick by wang lee hom...he loged off twice not long b4 i logged in! erm...maybe he was really busy with his stuff..hence have to log off...
i have a crush on my teacher?haha...not really...he's just cute...tat's all..mayb i need more attention? i duuno...
yes...i believe tomorrow will be an even better day! wish me luck!
