i think i somehow know what does 'absence make the heart grows fonder', though we have not meet each other before only telecommnicating in MSN, send each other our pictures and talk on the phone, i can't help but misses him esp during the weekends, when i m not busy with work. i feel so tettered and confused. i know that this is going nowhere but cannot help feeling that way - missing him and wanna see him immediately. this momentous infatuation is seriously killing me and making my brain and heart work doubly hard.
what is this man...
i am tired. i am wandering aimlessly.
i think i am afraid of being alone. i started to yearn and losing my rational thinking.
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
