TAKE A BREAK.

♥ Saturday, July 01, 2006 ♥

i have paid the 1st six months school fees yesterday. Kinda excited that i will be studying soon although it's pt time for the 1st yr. However, even b4 i reached the office, the students that i saw were kinda...it's like...we can't make friends at all! i m like an old-fashion nerd while they were the fashion geeks! oh my...when i make my way to the toilet, i finally saw how the classroom is like and the students in some of the classes were working adults. did i choose the right institution? haiz...shouldn't judge ppl by its cover. i shall unfold all the skeptism that i had in them. i wonder how my classmates were like, the lecturer, the classroom environment and lots...

i took home some MBA course brochure. kinda interested in taking up MBA but wonder if nus do accept it or should i go overseas and pursue it? $$$$$$$$ ah...

now,it irks me when i hear ppl talking abt how great their uni life going to be...i always had this inferiority in me that i am not able to get into the uni that i wanted. i m afraid of losing out hence my goal is to get FIRST CLASS HONOURS. My path is entirely different now. I don like going back to school and tutors will ask which uni i am in and if i told them i m in this and not that, how will they think? they will think that i am INCAPABLE! that is always the 1st impression! that's reality. This transistion period is kinda too much for me..i have been mulling over and over again.

i need help

whatever you want here