fights,misunderstanding,lack of communication, cheating on spouse, not providing for family, favour sons than daughters, blame on ill upbrininging on each other, immature...these are what i have experienced on 16 june 06. on this day, tears and woes are poured out due to fear and helplessness...yes, me and my sisters were crying and pleading like mad children...my parents were using umbrella and chair to attack each other and all their resentments were exchanged and we, the children felt so at fault...is it because of us, the four daughters that brought all the financial woes to them? or they have no feelings for each other anymore...anyway, that's true. My sister blamed my father for not providing for the family and bring all the unnecessary burdens to us. She disliked him. In her opinion, the role of father is not what my dad is like now. I cannot say that my dad is not at fault, seriously speaking, he rarely provide for the family and i am hurt by his remark:" if not for you girls, would i be poor now? while you were young, i have to struggle to provide!" Also, he's not satisfied the way my sister handle her time. It seems to my dad that my sis idle her time away. And the other one, spent too much time on CCA and her MYE result is not justifiable.
mmm...i dunno..but i still empathise with my dad...i dunno what is the future is going to be like since we are so used without my dad around as he's been going to other country, yes both work and woman?
Hiaz....no point dwelling on it. just let nature take its course and if any decision is made, let it be. no point living in unhappiness though broken home is not a nice feeling. but fate is such and what can i do to salvage?
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