I don't know what's wrong with me...maybe i'm too stressed up that all my pent up emotions were released that night. Or maybe i was feeling lost, no sense of belonging and direction. Don't ask me what's the problem with my thinking. I don't know,it just come like that. Humans are indeed amazing, contradicting and confusing. Yes, that's all i can describe for now.
I want to cry more and let it all out but my dear friends console adn encourage me that i don't know whether to cry or smile. I'm seriously confused. Can anyone please tell me what's up with me?
Till now, i realised that i still can't get over that stuff which happened in secondary school.I'm still jeolous of that girl. People are different from one another in their own ways. What they have,you don't have. Why bother to compare yourself to the others. Why mind so much about her? Don't you know that this is a sign of low esteem? It's too childish and that psychological problem has to be rid of gradually. Why am i still feeling like a evil person with emotions that are undesirable and confusion is the worst emotion. But most of all, jeolousy is deadly.
I have to do self controlling and soul-searching!
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