Ever since i got to know her....i felt that my life has changed..i was imature,sensitve,senseless,jeolous,unreasonable,a temper-flaring freak...i admitted...i have made her and friends who supported her..feel so pissed off by me.i cause them to be wary of me....i did not take part in class activities much...easily forgotten...i was so disturbed by her popularity with ppl in ourclass n other class...i was a 'hideous' person who still can talk with herl ike a normal friend but deep inside i was suppessed.....suppressed.... ithought after the major exam...icould forget everything but i'm wrong...i'm still subconsciously concern abt her life....wat she's doing and how she's doing....istill feel a tinge of competition with her...ialways comparemyselfwith her....why?....wat for?i don like it....if i have the opportunity to be brainwashed...i'll go for it....
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