i jus couldn't take it anymore.a sensitive creature here is worrying too much (i hope so).haiz...i worry abt promo n netball...but i did not take any action n i hate myself for tat.i fear icouldn't meet up to coach's expectation and when the trg comes,i will definitely feel pressurised.i feel tat she doesn't like me and i'm definitely not one of the better players there...i feel so terrible inside...but wat can i do....it's a totally different situation fron sec sch...i worry abt my cca records..i have nth to show! i worry any my Uni entry...i'm worry that i can't get promoted but during all these months it's the fear abt the outcome of netball tat is breaking and taxing me instead of promos! why is tis so?...i don noe...i jus tell myself that i have about 5 to 6 months to go.....and ifeel so compressed as time flies jus like the present moment.why? can anyone help me?
*low esteem*
*rejection*
